Week 12: Wallflower

We tend to really love and appreciate people, but might not be all that good at showing it. First of all I appreciate my family which they know I do! But there are 3 others that know but may not know.
           
          I really appreciate you for being here for me for the past 2 years since I moved to Washburn..8th grade..9th grade..and now 10th grade.  You drove me crazy but I'm so glad that things have gotten sooo much better. I want to say thankyou for always being my shoulder to cry on. You keep me sane, though some days I wish I could be..well insane. Thankyou for always spoiling me,lol, even though I sometimes feel as if I don't deserve it. It's absolutely wonderful that when i'm having my mood swings you tolerate it. There are sooo many things I appreciate that you do for me.. even just the simple things..like smiling. It means alot to me to know someone who may understand me just a little more and that knows well..about 99% of everything about me. Most of all I want to thank you for you being you and to not give up on me.

Person numero dos; You're my bestfriend and you bring out the crazy in me..good kind of crazy. I've never done as much stupid crap with anyone else as I have with you. You, also, keep me sane. You really don't give the best advice as you think you do.. but it's awesome that you at least try to help. We've been bestfriends since like 2nd..well more became bestfriends in like 4th/5th grade. That's alot of years, to me. You struggle so much with happiness, but you still always try to help others out. I appreciate your family for always giving me a home to stay if I was to ever need it. Your home is my home and my house is your house. There's so much that I could say, I just don't know the right words to say it..as I am not very good at saying things..and have terrible grammar and little vocabulary.

 Last person..
           You wanna know why I appreciate you? Because you've motivated me to do better. You make me feel like i'm less than a human compared to everyone else..but I know i'm not. Therfore, with each and every insult.. you motivate me. I have been, and am going to, continue to prove to you that I will improve myself, with grades, with consistensy of sticking to my weight loss goal, to getting a job, a car..and my cheerleading abilities.. All of my improvements, and future improvements, are because of you.
                                                                                                             Thankyou.