Week 16: 525,600 Minutes

My year in all has really actually changed A BUNCH since freshman year in 2014. I was depressed almost all the time and blamed the world for like everything.. and I would live by the "Be happy while it lasts" motto. I honestly blame myself for all of it though because I was the one who didn't really do anything about it. I also had mostly B and C grades. This school year, i'm sooo proud of myself! This year has been a success! I now am much happier! Like, it used to be I cried everyday and now I honeslty can't remember the last time I cried! :) I sound depressing and it's kind of weird and embaressing but i'm not like that anymore. My grades? So far, all A's and one B! :) I think being happy helped my mentality. It used to seem as if my brain totally shut down temporarily. Yeah, I have gotten a little more mean but only when someone's being rude. I no longer care to take crap from anyone. My freshman year did have some plus sides but to be honest, I hardly remember a thing about it. I'm pretty thankful for my friends, my boyfriend, my family, and my cheer team&coach..especially my coach she has helped me out sooooo much and is extremely understanding, freshman year without her may have been impossible.. :). They all have helped me through the rough times and motivate me to keep on trying. Never say you can't do anything. You can do anything that you put your mind to..you just haven't mastered it yet. I'm pretty proud of myself!!!:)