Week 23: The awesome people I know

5 influencial people? My immediate family, My bestfriend, My boyfriend, My cousin, and my ex bestfriend.

   My immediate family (Jess, Dad, Mom)- All of them have taught me how to love even when times are tough. I really don't have much to say but I appreciate all of them and love them equally. My mom is so very kind to every soul she meets. She watches gospel shows and reads alot of religious books.. which I find to be awesome that no matter waht she goes through her faith has always stayed stong.. maybe even became even stronger. My dad works hard. really hard. Also, no matter how far away you may be..no matter what time in the night it is. if you need something he will be there in a heart beat to help. My sister has helped many people out with their feelings.. and shes her and that's pretty cool. There's more but I just don't feel like writing too much on my first one.

My bestfriend- She's gone through quite a bit with bullying.. although she may have done even worse to the people who bully her now..but that was in the past.. I admire her for growing up and being more understanding. She keeps pushing on and I love how she really doesn't mind what others think.

My boyfriend- I feel as if he gets pushed around a lot.. but yet he still is always trying to help others out although they screw him over..call him names..Sometimes I hate that he gives into people because then he sits there and complains about it.. because if it were me I would tell them to grow up and quit relying off of other peoples stuff and wouldn't give in.. but that's just because I don't give in to things I shouldn't have to do. He's a hard worker at work at least. But maybe he is outside of work he just gets tired now because he works so much and with school and basketball he's just exhausted..but yeah. he's pretty great. 

My cousin- I love her more than anything. She has influenced me in good and in bad ways. She's influencial because although my family has totally been rude to her through her bad decisions.. she proved everyone wrong.. stood strong.. and finally is now in a good state of mind. She's also helped me by her bad decisions. She tore my family apart.. literally. Ever since her addiction became known to my family all I have heard were negative things..my life has been sheltered and overly protective.. and seeing her die slowly was hard. But she came out strong, she's clean and I'm so proud of her. Her poor choices help me stay away from drugs because I don't want to hurt my family. I don't want to be in and out of prison..skipping chrsitmas.. and stealing my favorite little cousins only money all because of a stupid monster. She's helped me mature and wake up and realize I don't want to live the same life.

My ex bestfriend- Well.. he proved to me that sometimes you shouldn't trust people no matter how close of friends you are.. I was there for him when his dad passed.. when his dad was being rude to him.. when his family was mad at him..I was ALWAYS there. While the whole time he called me names behind my back all because I had a boyfriend he didn't like. True friends accept their bestfriends significant other (although I never got along with my ex boyfriend..but he didnt know that ) It hurts my feelings that I was always there and now he really doesn't even seem to care that i've decided to block him out of my life because of all the crap he talked about me.. but I really don't care anymore. I'm happy with my life and very few friends I have now.